Honest Lifetime..

Howling chilly wind blows through the mist..like as if every lie had an honest intention..stuck in own shell..aloof from the rest of the world..I shook my fist to heaven and begged for reasons why,But only silence spoke, offering no reply.what can life do now that i have fallen into its lot..with my innocence complains..my desires are mean..sharp are my dreams too..a little thought stuck with the heart..the past sneaks into the future and steals off all the hopes..wondering whats behind the sun that kept the secret of life..whats behind the fail that tires my hands for the time..i did not know,I still wear the same red heart..the weepy fuzzy one to keep on going though i need to grope,thinking about the each step i took for where to reach..one by one..my destiny hungered..the truth of humanbeing taught me stepping for reach..for around the bend maybe a ray of hope..the desire to unfold the light of the day..to grab the sun and turn it around..

Unbearable, inescapable, bearing me down till I must kneel..the sun had its own shine..the tolerance uttered,the strength shoke..laying on the groud made no diffence..for the world i was just one person.The choice to burn alive sustains..

I would not give up,It felt as if a hundred lifetime had raced by with me only within few minutes..The sun can no longer warm my ashes that could be scattered to the

wind and this world that can crumble and be reformed for the next, still my soul will live..will exist..without the breath and with the breeze...