Soul's desire..

She sweeps over those callous waters
Ascertaining the depths above the ocean
Unlike her feelings graved deep within
Inhaling the impossible air, drinking saline water
Savage, roughshod for you, but way of life for her
Freedom she saw, wrecked emotions she had
Flowing tides and storms tossed..
None kindling the waters of her soul
Aware of the placid turbulent of the deep
The independent energy of the vastness..
All of it felt so real,her survival,
Rocking in her sea cradle fearlessly,
Walking into a watery grave..
Nothing abnormal she saw in any of those creations
Her life sailed on those waters, watched over by the sun
But when she paced up to the rainbow,
Her eyes fantasized to walk onto the land
Not to handle the adzes and injure, fight or plank
But to live those green,brown and colorful dreams
To collect those wild strawberries from the valley
Bring it all the way to the high
Spray her face with the pollen of wildflowers
Swallow down nectarines honey, nap on the green bed
She always desired to travel into the horizon,
The thin hooked edges of the ocean,
To see star full sky and beautiful earth
Into which melded her well articulated for self and present reality..
She dreamed to walk across unnoticed from the waters onto the land..
There her withdrawal would transform into reality
For her dreams would appear real and harsh reality fades..
For you, all of land seems real,dreams are to fly, to sail, to scatter, to sink..
Her soul wished not only to fly, not to sink, but to choke
To be trapped under the tightly packed dust, to drowse into her dream..