Insight Inspirations...

Have you ever felt so tightly towards something in just a vision that happens to flick by? ..Something that, somehow, you know that it is far from reality..at that point.
One fine night... somewhere out there..the wind have sent me wordings, a sight so clear..as I fold my eyes, I inhale in.. deep... And as I agazed my eyes so tardily when I exhale..there was a smile on my face..right there..at that moment, there was a drop of tear just enough to run down my cheek..with none of a justification I never knew till this very moment.

With my arms wrapped around my shoulder, feeling the wind fondling my face.. There are lots of things that couldn't be explained.. and yet, you do relish the sensation of it.. A feeling that you just can't find, but it comes..hitting right through when you least expect. And it does leave trace..as like a book mark..dropped securely right there in between the pages of your diary...I was reasoning to myself..Well, maybe it's just another joyful way of an inspiration coming through...
Life passes us by so rapidly...I tried to recall. In these 18 years of my life, how many days have I lived? I mean..really lived...

Have you ever thought about that?
Sometimes, we just are helpless being ourselves.. We trigger..toppled and fall...hard.. Sometimes regret of what we have done.. or have to be done... There are days when our hearts are filled with anger and hate.. We have to learn to forgive others..and also forgive ourselves too. Learn the lessons and not to repeat the same mistakes..and move on fast.
Life is too short for us to dwell too deep into sadness, pain and grief. I, have been to the state..at times.. where I felt that my life have fell apart..Shattered... I was completely heartbroken...and I have cried till my eyes went dry... Days went by..and weeks..and months... I have taken too much time away. There were things left undone..and most of all...a life not lived...

After a long time silenced away..thinking hard to myself, I woke up one day feeling like I have become someone else.. Someone who have awaken from a long nightmare. There have been enough time wasted..and more than enough time to pick myself up and start living a life...my life.

It's like one whole story after another. Lessons learned.. hard.. and I have moved on.. on.. and on again. Experience were precious... There's a voice.. always reminding me in my head.." The world is still spinning every tiny hourglass and life have to move on..”

I gazed upon the stars, and let my imaginations running free.. to a place beyond dreams. Those were the nights, I have slowly found my inspirations to create the visions in my mind. And these visions have given me a strong urge to start writing. and all that.. I have brought forward to write the inspiration of myself. Yes.. it is my urge and only mine..whether to write, decorate, or paint it with the colors and hues of love... the love that will never die..in my heart..the love that holds me from every else single thing..