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Monday, September 22, 2008

PAST

When this tiny word past comes to my mind,it kinda gets goosebumps in me,i am not someone who got what so ever nice past to remember and neither i wish to,but the question is,can anyone forget their past?and keep clinging on to the presence,to be honest that's a question nobody could answer..cuz almost everyone have lived their fullest in it and i believe past cannot be forgotten but trying hard to live with it and accept what you get is worthwhile..
I used to wonder the question "why me?"when it comes to my past,had been surviving and suffering in each and every way yet though m proud of myself today,for what i am and what i will be and its what i make myself,
and then here comes the part of forgiving for those people whov done bad in my life,i have no offense and i cud forgive just in one moment..maybe my heart is too good over or maybe i try to accept what ever happened,but the dark side of it is Trust, the trust in which i'd not have in myself n the fear that it could happen over n over again with me anyhow in anyway..truth is i dont blame them but i blame myself for what ever happened on me,cause there r things i am incapable to do and make a change,there r things ive hidden nomatter past or presence..
Past can never be brought back n i dont hope for a future but i'd try for it...to live in what ive got n to appreciate life the fullest..

4 comments:

Cute Kat Princez said...

truely spoken..lifes too short to look into the past....
gbu...

converslogic said...

jst dn't b stuck on da past...
try movin on wit da presence...
n start buildin ur future..

Tip: jst follow da *thump* sound.. =]

Anonymous said...

May be you need lil encouragement.
Your word "why me" caught all my attentions. now think about this,

Arthur Ashe, the legendary Wimbledon player was dying of AIDS which he got due to infected blood he received during a heart surgery in 1983. From world over, he received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed: 'Why does GOD have to select you for such a
bad disease'?

To this Arthur Ashe replied:

'The world over -- 50 million children start playing tennis, 5 million learn to play tennis,
500,000 learn professional tennis, 50,000 come to the circuit, 5000 reach the grand slam, 50
reach Wimbledon, 4 to semi final, 2 to the finals, when I was holding a cup I never asked
GOD 'Why me?'.

And today in pain I should not be asking GOD 'Why me?'

did you get my point?
=Chicky=

shootingstar said...

@ cute kat princez: ;)
@ converslogic: thanku!!
@ chicky :hmp,understood :/